P stands for Perfeckt

Now, a gentleman needs to hold a few secrets.. but I don’t intend to hold many. so at the end of reading this.. I will answer whatever else you want to know. First, however… lets get this list underway!

My name is Patrick. I am twenty two, and will turn twenty three come July third. I currently hold a CNA certificate in Georgia and Newyork. I have one brother, who is seven years older than I. I just moved back to Georgia, so until I get on my feet, I’m staying with my dad (hopefully not for much longer). I am a complete oxymoron in that I am very bull headed and independent, but I need people, and care what they think.

 I have lost nearly everyone close to me in my life to either death or seperation, which has left me with many anxiety issues. I am brilliant, which brings me into an almost constant state of depression unless I am talking with someone who has a decent calibur. I am full of myself, and yet think poorly of myself. I Love with every piece of my soul, and give the love freely, but am constantly scared of being hurt.

 I fancy myself an empathetic and philosophical person. I love contemplating life and its mystery, but also find myself looking into others hearts more than the stars. I love emotions, and am controlled by logic. I am blunt, and stay in trouble for telling the truth. I tend to cling too tight and lose what I want… and let go of things that want me, out of fear that they will hurt me.

 I have many heros, that have taught me how to live my life. The heros are not television stars, or sports players. They are great archetypes for peace and love… or philosophy and learning. Martin Luther King Jr., Mahatma Gandhi, Buddha , Jesus, Aristotle, and many more. I love music, and I love words.. Many things in life that are more beautiful than the sunsets themselves are comprised of nothing but words and notes.

 This is enough for now.. I will add to it later. Remember, no matter who you are… I love you all.